Talk to Psychiatry on Kyphosis Depression Ocd Anxiety Self Concious

aoa I have kyphoscoliosis. I always suffered from hunch back and it bothers me even to take my shirt off or wear tied shirts.People called me a hunchback.I haven't left my house over Last 6 years.I have no job.i am extremely self conscious.I'm completely dependent on my parents.many moro depression anxiety ocd shame guilt. Pta nahi koi larki mujh e shadi karegi be ya nahi.I want to kill myself.Kya karoo.