I think I had developed ppd. Just after delivery time I was so much depressed and upset that I got sucidial. I use to think of ways of killing myself and prayed for my death. I also didnt love my baby as much as I should and I hate to feed him as well. I shout on baby and wanted to get rid of him too. It had been 3 months now. My relation with my baby is now better but feel upset depressed as I had lost my freedom because of baby.
I still sometime feel the need to die. I get angry on minute things.
Please suggest what should I do? Should I consult a psychologist?