I m 31 year old man living in saudi Arabia.i have swear religious thoughts causing swear depression in my life.few example of such thoughts are as under.
1-Preaching of islam because God will not forgive me I will not do this instead of all other Islamic rules i m following
2-thoughts about jihad
3- Fight against people who committed blasphemy
4-thoughts about sect.either right or not
Although I m getting treatment from last two years but not result.i m thinking that medication is not my treatment i wants to find someone who argue with me and prove me that I m thinking wrong Because these thoughts have disturbed my life more than enough .plz some body help me plz for God sake