Talk to Urologist on Difficulty In Erection And Premature Ejaculation

so basically all of my problems started during covid 19 time actually I was student so all activities had stopped and I always remains in my home not doing any of work at that time I don't know why I just fall into trap of pornography I watch excessive porn and masturbate lot very frequently now I did this for at least tree years after which I developed many problems whenever I go to urination after urination lot of water like substance comes out ( it is not urine) also I have difficulty in getting erection and if I achieve it I can't maintain it also I have developed premature ejaculation And for last 6 months I have developed weird disease my penis has shrink to small size like what micropenis patients have when I do some research I found out I have DEVELOPED HARD FLACCID SYNDROME I don't know I have always weird feeling in my penis I also bent to one side from base also my penis shape has change so much From last 4 months I have depression anxiety and fear I can't tell it to