Talk to Psychiatry on Emotionally Disturbed

Assalamualaikum doctor , I have been facing emotional distress for the past 6 years ..... soo much stress, overthinking, hyper sensitivity and my tooo much introvert nature are disturbing me...I can't even talk to anyone in real life and often feel ignored and useless . I want to have anyone in my life who can listen to my problems but my trust issues are above the skies.I have experienced childhood trauma alone after I was 10_year-old and now Im 16-year-old...I want to control my overthinking but I can't..want to enjoy life but I think I can never enjoy anything.... I have interst even in my favourite things ... Just mentally exhausted. It's due to loneliness mainly and also study stress .. I have to be a doctor to fulfill my parents dream ... also that's why I have no time much time to free and can't have any hobbies.... first I used to have hobbies like drawing and cricket etc but parents think it will disrupt my study soo I can't...I have to study all time or just pretend to study ... and we have no discussion in family about emotions or how any one feels ... there's only discussion of study or the paragraphs of advices which I know are correct but I hate too much advices..and Im exhausted. Nothing feels excited..Just wanna die . Also my periods are disturbed due to all that ... first they were normal but goes on decreasing everytime due to stress ... also my sleep is disturbed... liking nothing feels fine ... its better not to live