Talk to Psychiatry on Fear Of Things

aslamualaikum sir, sir mjhy ni pta mery th kia ho raha hy . mjhy chest or belly area mai ghabrahat feel hoti. rony ka dil krta . dar lgta hy. phir mjhy suicidal thoughts aty hn . k sb itna mushkil hy to suicide sy sb kuch khtm ho jye ga , mera mind numb ho jye . mjhy dar lgta hy apny mind sy. i have no close person jis sy mai share kr sko. i had loved on but unko heart problem hy or unk pass sirf 3 to 5 months hn . meri halat tb sy kharab . i don't want to be alone. mery sy study ni ho pa ri , mjhy dar lg raha hy mai fail ho jao and my parents jo pehly beta beti mai frq krty hn they'll hate me even more. i don't know what's happening. i'm just scared of everything. mai jitna rest krlo phir b will power ni ati or i always feel tired . sir i'm scared.