I have so many issues related to my sex life. I will try to describe them in words. I am also ready to visit some doctor but this is for a start. My overall personality is some what effeminate, the way I talk, walk or even think. I don't know why is that so but since I was a child I am just like that. I have to face humiliation and bullying at each step of my life, I am still facing it, I want to know the reason behind that, if there is any. I am actually a victim of sexual abuse, I don't know if this has something to do with my situation. I feel depressed all the time. I think that it would be better if i didn't exist, that's how depressed I am. I don't have a normal sexual life, I have no fantasies, I rarely have erection, there is this problem of pre ejaculation. Sometimes I feel like I am an asexual but then I masturbate so that's not a possibility i believe. Is there a reason for this situation of mine and is there a solution?