Assalaam o Alaikum,
I am 29 years old and having OCD from the last 13 years. Currently I am suffering from immense depression and anxiety because of obsessional thoughts about religion all the time.
All the time I am fighting with a thought in my mind ensuring myself that I am muslim and keep repeating phrases to reduce my anxiety level but it has come up to the point that I am not able to do simple tasks of daily routine and I am getting frustrated very much.
Also the thoughts try to blackmail me for everything I do like if I am concentrating or doing office work then making me feel that you will not be able to concentrate and distracting me, inshort I feel like I have no control over my mind.