Talk to Psychiatry on Possible Functional Hyposomatotropism And Identity/Developmental Arrest Post-Pubertal Stress

Hello, I am a 35-year-old male seeking a consultation regarding a potential developmental arrest or alteration during puberty (at age 15) due to severe chronic stress. Currently, I am experiencing a state of vital and sexual collapse that I would like to analyze from several perspectives: Hormonal Angle: My IGF-1 (Somatomedin C) levels are 132 ng/mL. While this may fall within some laboratory reference ranges, it seems insufficient for adult male vitality. I also have low Vitamin D levels. Could this reflect low Growth Hormone (GH) activity that explains my lack of physical and sexual 'drive'? Morphological and Sexual Angle: I perceive my genital morphology as incomplete or underdeveloped (6 cm length / 9 cm circumference in a flaccid state). Sexual arousal is not sustainable toward adults, and my body exhibits a 'strange response'—a clear dissociation between stimulus and physical reaction. Neuropsychological Angle: I feel as though my identity became 'frozen' at age 15. Despite being