Talk to Psychiatry on Premenstrual Syndrome

I'm 30 years old unmarried woman. It's been 2 years since I'm having worst episodes of depression 10 days before my periods. I got my periods 5 days after my date since the beginning of puberty. once in a year I skip periods for 2-3 months. 2 weeks after periods, I'm energetic, active and my appetite is controlled. But last 2 weeks are horrific and extremely traumatic. every month I plan to suicide, my hunger shoot up, I don't sleep properly and each night got nightmares or sleep paralysis and I have gained weight too. I can't bear my body pain and headaches in these 2 weeks. I tried to get help a few times but never found any humble gynecologist who can understand my sufferings. Doctor's guidance would be helpful. I'll give further details too.