AoA, I am kinda over thinker , married to a foreign girl awaiting interview for Spouse visa. I am a person who wanna work for people and My country. I always keep planning how to work on it but can\'t stick myself to one target. Can\'t see people in pain, child violence, economics issues of Pakistan, poor people list goes on to infinity. Can\'t sleep well, no care of eating drinking just thinking thinking and thinking. Anxious, depressed and stressful life. Don\'t know how to control my self. My interview is delayed because of covid but soon I will leave Pakistan inshaa Allah. I don\'t know what direction should i follow to please myself. If i stop thinking my inner voice tells me that you are a cheap person who doesn\'t care of others you should plan something that helps peoples to the maximum level. I think about what should I do to earn maximum so i can work on my targets freely, sometimes i think about studying business, sometimes engineering sometimes medicine and some crazy ideas