Talk to Psychiatry on Deep Emotional Pain Inside

I am 26 years old and I think I have been experiencing deep emotional pain due to a long period of romantic and emotional deprivation. I grew up in an environment where I never had romantic interaction with girls, never experienced love from a girl, and never had emotional intimacy with a woman. Because of this, I feel like I missed an important part of human emotional development. When I go to the city and see attractive girls, I experience a very intense emotional reaction. It is not just attraction; it feels like deep pain, longing, sadness, and emptiness inside my chest. When I come back home, the feeling sometimes becomes overwhelming and I have even cried because I cannot properly explain what is happening inside me. I often feel like I have been emotionally starving for romantic connection for many years. Sometimes I also have thoughts that maybe I missed my chance to experience love and that makes me feel hopeless. I also find it hard to believe that a woman could genuinely fee