Talk to General Physician on Panic Depression And Fear Of Using Depression Medicine

I took this depression from face a person who used to chat with me from 2014 to 2017 then suddenly that person bloked me so I got depression like where is that person and I would not alive my mean my blood pressure got shoot that time and after one month I talked to that person from another account then after talking I closed my I'd but i have remembered that id mail and pasward and why I bloked that person because that person did not tell me from where that person live ,now I have fear of future and I have problem of people bad attitude and I have fear of job how I will spend 9 hours at work and if someone abused me or say me bad words then I use alproziraolam for getting rid from high blood pressure or shortness of breath and I did MBA and charted accountancy of uk