My age is 27. I have been married for 1.5 years but I just can’t forget my girlfriend. I fell in love with a girl and one day it was all over because, unfortunately, she cheated me.
After few months of our breakup, I married with a girl in our family (arrange). She is a nice, average looking girl but I hardly feel sexually aroused with her. We only do sex 2-3 times/month and I have to take a capsule given by my friend before sex to keep my erection hard enough to penetrate. I do suspect the capsule has Viagra (or any other prescription drug), that’s why I stopped taking it.
I thought I have ED, but I do get very hard morning erections. I also feel sexually aroused whenever I think about my ex-girlfriend. However, no same feelings for my wife, even I want to have same feelings. I never thought I would be a sad, depressed guy at the age of 27 and it’s eating me up. My ex. is on my senses and it’s killing me. I am living a traumatic life but have to fake happiness.