Talk to Psychiatry on Malancholy Anxiety Shame

AssalamOAlaikum Meray ko Allah ke mutaliq buray khyalat atay hai har waqt baar baar safai karta hoo,bemar honay se dar lagta hai kai mai bemar to nahi kisi ki maut ka sun kar dil ki dhakan tez hota hay ,Social phobia and bachpan se jismani Disbality be hai magr chal sakta hoo shame Guilt anxiety mai daydreaming bahut zyada karta ho apnay ko mashoor aur bara admi samajta ho etc Mere ghar walay be mujh se kisi had tak bezar se hai wo koi na koi tana detay hai jis ki weaja se mai bara sharminda hojata ho mujhe malancholy be hai aur khud kushi karna chata hoo Ek zamana hua hai ke mujhe kisi larki se sachi muhabbat hogayi mai usay bta na saka apni sharmindgi se wo mujhe yaad ati hai har waqt wo jis chok par reti hai mai usay dheknay k liye tarasta hoo pichlay 5 salon se mai ghar se bahar nahi gaya sara din ghar mai reta hoon mai mujhe khud khushi ke khyalat atay hai aur kabi mai umeed se bara day dreaming karta ho is doran mai 2 martaba physiatrist s ke pass be gaya magar teek nahi hua Drug